Full Moon Blues

I feel so alone. Pssh. I’d rather be alone.

So much hatred. So much negativity. Do I like being tortured? Seems like it.

The Whispers - Love is Where You Find It

How are you? How’s life? How are the people treating you over wherever you’re at? Are they nice? Are they funny? What are you eating? Is it hard to sleep? Is it hot? Are you dying like me? What was the best movie you’ve seen this year? Because mine was Her.  Did you take the instrument? Where do you see yourself in five years? Are you going to swim with the fishies in the beautiful, blue ocean? What are you planning to learn? How does it feel like to be 27?

Aretha Franklin - Until You Come Back To Me (That’s What I’m Gonna Do)

Does someone want to read my cards and tell me what’s going to happen next in my crazy life?

Kill me.

The thought of turning 27 next month is making me sick.

Here we go!

My dream is to work for the U.S. EPA or National Weather Service.

Please make this happen. *crosses fingers*

Jeanette - “El muchacho de los ojos tristes”

I just want to cry for no reason. 

sad girl 4 ever

I am now applying for full-time positions.  Why does being an adult have to be so hard?  Can I just work for a place that’s cool, fun, and not super crazy stressful?

Working for the City right now is pretty fun.  I’ve heard that it was going to be fun and the human resources department wasn’t lying!  I work with the funniest, coolest, smartest, and (some) down to earth people.  My water quality manager acts super young at heart and tells me crazy stories almost everyday.  It pretty much keeps me sane at work along with the other public works dudes.  I will definitely be sad when I leave here.

Also, another reason why being an adult is hard: I just opened my first IRA account. OH GOD.  I cant believe I opened a retirement account, but I knew it was time.

Another thing! I know my friends got married/knocked up way earlier in their lives, but now that I’m reaching my late 20s, I’m starting to notice a LOT more engagements (via social media sites. kcoolthnx.) Even though I’m not planning to get married until my early 30s or so, but it’s pretty scary it’s right around the corner.


Mid-life crisis (or 1/4)

I think it’s time to look for something permanent.  It’s time.

Oh wow.  I also just realized I’m turning 27 in like, four months.  I am so sad now.

The Wake - “Melancholy Man”

Or more like melancholy “girl”


Anyway, I think the full moon changes me.  Like, every month.  It’s like around when my “cycle” starts, too, and it changes me into this weird person.  Like seriously, I think I’m turning into some kind of wolf.  Is there scientific evidence that the full moon changes people’s emotions/feelings???

I seriously think it’s fucking up with my emotions right now.  Or, it’s just the hormones.

This song is so good.

Dame vino.

Forever I will be in the public sector.  Just got hired at the City of San Gabriel.



Also, my manager gave me an article from the LA Times and it mentioned how the Space Museum in Downey (where I used to work) is in serious trouble.  I LOL’d at work this morning.  GOOD RIDDANCE, assholes.