Sometimes he can be so discouraging. I have never gotten this negative feedback. Jesus.
I am so tired these days. God damn it is so hot.
I am putting in my two weeks at Wells Fargo. Honestly, it is the worst experience I have ever dealt with in my life.
Change is haaaaaard.
I’ll be spending literally one day in NorCal on Tuesday, April 9th. Am I scared? Definitely. Am I afraid to fly alone? Of course (actually, I haven’t decided if I am going to fly or drive). It’s a good thing I know a few people up there and so grateful that my friend is offering me to stay at her place.
This is something that I’ve been wanting to do with my life forever. Let’s just hope things turn around for me.
Here’s hoping for the best.
It’s so tough out there. Everyday I want to cry and keep telling myself I shouldn’t cry. I think I cry about 1-2 times a month because I can’t keep this frustration in. I keep thinking what I could have done differently back then, but then I keep telling myself “what is done, is done.” It seriously is, though. I have to let it go and move forward.
Being out of college is fun, don’t get me wrong. It’s a relief not staying up until 3AM studying for midterms (like how people are doing right now, ha-ha!) or writing a paper or making a map on ArcGIS. At the same time, it sucks. It sucks because I am struggling so much to find a job in my field. I’ve also applied to other places that aren’t relevant to me and I get interviews for that. I ask myself “when is it going to happen?” I am patient, but my patience is slowly dying…
Tomorrow is my first day at Wells Fargo. Even though I am thankful that I even have a job, it still isn’t something in my field. However, I did do some research and they have a “Green Team” or “Environmental Stewardship” and if I am going to be here for awhile, I should at least try to get involved in this. I am also applying for other internships since I will be part-time here.
My god, who knew this was going to be so hard? It can be so discouraging and depressing at times. Being in my mid-20s suck………………for now.